[note that I didn't post any confessionals for this episode until now]
Well, thank god I won immunity! I worked so hard on this immunity, because I knew it could be a start of a break of immunities for Stephen. If he had won this one, he could have the next two and automatically be in the final two, which is definitely not something I want. He's my biggest competition to win, right now, respectfully. The sooner I can get him on the jury, the happier and easier off I'll be. Once Stephen is gone, Mike will follow him hopefully. Then, if the final three is Megan, Sandy, and myself, then I am contemplating what to do. I have a final two alliance with both of these ladies, but I have been with Sandy the entire game. Megan just asked me for a final two alliance a few days ago. She also recommended to me that she should ask Sandy for a final two alliance so that Sandy "doesn't flip on us." I was kinda bugged by her idea because I already have Sandy in my pocket as a close and loyal ally. I am worried though, that if Megan won the final three challenge, she would possibly not bring me to the end with her. If I won that challenge, I have no idea what I'd do, because I think I'd be able to beat Megan easier than Sandy, but Sandy has been my close ally since the beginning of the game. It's all confusing, and I'm just happy to be guaranteed in the final four!
So, for this upcoming vote, I'm pretty sure it'll be for Stephen unless Sandy gets convinced to do otherwise (which I don't think she will because Stephen had tried talking to Megan about voting for Sandy, and Megan showed Sandy the conversation) - this actually makes me want to take Sandy over Megan, because it proves that Megan was the ultimate competitor because she was able to stick in the game even though her main ally (Taylor) was voted out, just like me. My main allies (Klein and Scott) were the first two people voted out, so I've had to adapt a ton to making even stronger alliances (although I was already very close with Kevin and Sandy). I had my backup options and I was always in a secure position, because even the round where Kevin was blindsided, Sandy refused to vote for me - keeping me safe. This shows that Sandy didn't play much of a strategical game, because I was more of a competitor than Kevin.
I hope that whatever is in that bottle is nothing extreme. It's all that is on my mind right now and making me worried. I get the feeling it'll be something that allows Stephen to eliminate someone or something. I'm only hoping that Stephen respects my game, just as I respect his, and he wouldn't use that bottle against me and perhaps someone weaker like Sandy, Mike, or Megan.